June 12, 2017
What I Want
A while ago I asked Derek what he wanted most. (We were talking about what we wanted most in life). He responded with kids. I asked why and this is what he told me:
Because he didn’t get to spend much time with his grandpa and he wants his kids to be able to spend time with his dad. And that he knows his dad looks forward to it.
My heart melted and I didn’t know what to say.
My man of few words and even fewer emotions told me so much with his answer. I’m so glad he did. Now I know he actually has feelings. 😉
I want kids and I can’t wait to have them. Okay, I’m only 20 so I can wait a little bit longer. I can’t wait to give him what he wants. I can’t wait to raise my children with him. I can’t wait for what life has in store.